Sunday, November 11, 2007
Selenger Face!cant remember when is the time i took this pic.
haha but what i know is in the early morning,time to Book-ed in.=)
Last Saturday was Fly By night competition.We had a filming at Punggol area there. So yeah i went to help my friends with the thingy.Being an assistance cameraman. First time using a SteadiCAM la sial.haha!Overnight at sch for the editing.First time sleeping at ITE was hell yeah.At 5am all of us are still awake.Do what?of course editing.haha!our eyes like owl like that. We only have few hrs before the submiting time.I only get to sleep for 1 hr.Slept beside Mardhieyah under the table.haha like cat gitu lor.Azli was doing his editing all the way until morning..At ard 4am all of us gather outside to eat prata!hahaha. i love the eating session. Eventhough we lose the competition, i think atleast we get to gain an experience.. And if Gig were to join us that day, confirm more happening.I've seen all ur bacens Faces.Lol!
Monday to Wednesday.Ncc(sea) camp. I only get to sleep for 1 night which is on Tuesday.
Oh im happy to see some of the part d there.Iqah,mas and liyana were the one who joined me. At night we ordered mac donald.sad thing is that mar went home. And during the middle of the night, we heard a SOUND!someone crying lar seh.wooooo..scary.suddenly my face change to a fkvjgjfh.hahaha...my heart beat fast!and we walk as fast as we could.I was the last man standing! last person to sleep...weehaw!girls rape girls.hahaha.After chatting with mas and off i go Zzzzzz...P.T was ok.At 10am headed to sch.
Arggh! my body is aching.im lacking of rest until now.
On friday received a letter from HQ abt Clt course.i am so delighted. Both of us were so excited giler.Yesterday midnight recieved a bad news! Ma'am had withdrawn my name from Clt Course.I cried ok!i cried!..Why now then u say GOT 1 SLOT??!Fark!Fark!
Today in the morning talk with Mas and maam on the phone. I don't have the mood to argue.
My last answer was"I'm willing to let Mas take that 1 slot!". Last phrase of conversation"YA OK DA BYE!(no respect for her) "..i know she care for me.Studies more important! But oh come on u can't do this to me and mas ok..farking shit! im so angry. and u expect me to face everyone after u already announce that i will be going to CLT!asshole! Sekarang aku cume leh tanggung Malu and sedih. Who going to answer to my Parents who is away to malaysia right now.Who!Who! they semangat already u know!This might be my last year of NCC SEA!aku merajok abes larh ehk..
I feel like im a useless fren/senior.i never get to scarifice for her.all thanks to that Citot!My dream to go with her is GONE!Nothing can change that bloody idiotic teacher mind.
Im sad!..i broke my promises! but as u know im not the one who broke it.I failed to fulfill my mission.I'm speechless! all i want to see u succeed for ur dream! This is the time for u to fulfill ur dream.You can do this by ur own! Trust me because i have faith in u. U are the history for our unit. U will be the first to hold that rank! U will be the first person who will conquer and take charge of the unit.Im not going anywhere but here i am will try my best to assist and guide u through along ur journey.All im asking for, Please do well for the Clt course and make ur unit proud. I don't want u to be down just because i don't go. don't feel down of what had happened. Life must move on. My biggest promise to you is that i will attend the Passing out parade ceremony. I can't wait to see my own junior/fren march out with that no.1 smart uniform. I don't want u to share that rank with me.Coz u deserve the most. I would love seeing u happy than rather thinking of me.
Sigh! I guess this year will be the last year of me in NCC(sea).most probably will be that la. And i think many people will be glad to hear abt this.
From now on i WILL CHANGE! I WILL be a SELL-FISH
person ever.That is what u asking me for right.Oh well i will change for u. meantly for u dearest.
haha! binget seh aku...
And since u want me to do well for my studies.will prove to u!..U totally change my unit!
I miss LEE AI LI! i want her back!!!she's the only teacher who understands me really well.
Thank you.I love you,
SeRy..
Nights!
burok aku tahu!haha
looking through, 1:00 PM.
